Ok. Several unrelated people have recently told me that I should start a blog about my fitness journey. Since that is one of the ways God tells me to do things, I figured I needed to give it a try. I am clueless about all of this, so please be patient and bear with me.
I have struggled with my weight my whole life. In a society that focuses so much on appearances, I didn't feel like I belonged. I gave up on trying to fit in and instead focus on the kind of person I wanted to become (open, honest, compassionate, encouraging, funny). A noble goal. The problem with doing that though is what good is compassion if you let yourself go to the point that you are dead? I was looking at a heart attack or stroke coming over the horizon. A few years ago I almost lost my right foot to an infection. It was at that point that I was diagnosed with Diabetes, High Blood Pressure, and High Cholesterol. This SHOULD have been a wake up call for me, but sadly it wasn't. I was in denial. I continued doing things the way I had always done them hoping somehow things would get better, but they only continued to get worse.
A couple of years ago I started thinking that maybe it was time to make a change. I joined a gym. I went regularly, but things just weren't clicking for me. It was a nice facility, but something was just missing. I felt like they signed me up, gave me a tour, and cut me loose. I was just a number to them. I had no support. As a result, I wasn't seeing the changes I so desperately needed. The cycle began: go a couple months solid, not get any results, get frustrated, stop going for a month, feel guilty about not going, go back and start the cycle again. The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again expecting different results. I was insane for the duration of my 2 year contract. Obviously I needed something more, but I was clueless as to what that was.
Just over 4 months ago, I joined Hendrick Health Club. Instantly I discovered what had been missing: support. I could not tackle this giant alone. I needed people that would invest time and energy into fighting along side of me. I needed people that believed in me on the days that I didn't believe in myself, people that had knowledge about the things I was clueless about. With their help, I have armed myself with effective weapons in my "War on Fat." I have armed myself with knowledge (provided by my support team), determination (I have always been a fighter), and humor (which flavors every aspect of my life). In the past 4 months I have lost roughly 25 pounds, 5 inches to my waist, and almost 9% of my body fat. I have drastically reduced the dosages of the medications I am on, with an eye on totally eliminating them. I still have a ways to go, but at least now I'm on the right path.
In this blog, I plan to tell my story. Day to day observations of my continued battle, told with my brand of humor. If I am having fun and laughing, I will have the will to keep fighting. I do this to remain accountable and to chronicle the journey. There are many people you will meet in this story. God has blessed me richly with a great support team, each of which have played a large role in saving my life. My hope is that as I open up my life, that you will find some encouragement for yours. In that way, I will be faithfully passing on all that has been given to me, and bringing honor to those that have so touched my life.
Carolyn, you are an inspiration! You have the heart of a lion and the determination of a bull! I admire your strength. I am so proud of you and look forward to reading your journey. Congrats on your current success!!!! (Valerie B.)
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ReplyDeleteI am so excited to be with you on this journey! I can't wait to see where it will lead you as you progress with your "War on Fat", and you will have your work cut out for you cause my big behind will be riding on your coat tails!
ReplyDeleteI'm really proud of you and am excited to see your journey continue!
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